I needed the stength of God today,and I prayed for it. Guess what?! I recieved it! Who woulda thought it huh? LOL He filled me with His joy, his mercy, and most of all Himself.I am truly amazed.
I realized today that I no longer have that food addiction deep down in my soul. ( I am not confident enough to say it's gone forever, but I can honestly tell a difference.) I am repulsed by over eating or anything that would lead me to that feeling. I no longer want no part of it. God has turned me into a natural thin eater, and I am ever grateful. I enjoy waiting for the "growl", and I no longer binge to quiet the growl. It's a natural feeling, just like eating enough to be satisfied, not stuffed is natural. As we embark on a new weekend, I wonder to myself "will this be the weekend?". The weekend where I actually live like I do during the week ~ waiting for hunger,eating until satisfied ENJOYING every bite guilt free? This evening I feel confident that indeed it will be. I have learned a lot this week.
I realize that God is bigger then I could have ever imagined. I am humbled to know that He doesn't need me to prove his ways, are the right ways. They naturally prove themselves, and I couldn't do them justice if I tried.
Love in Christ,
“He must increase, but I must decrease.” – John 3:30