Sunday, July 26, 2015

Sweet Word Sunday: Fight Song


From the very first word of this song  I have been moved to a place of the boxing ring ~ which I have been in and out of for a year  yet know realizing what it was all about.
Like a small boat on the ocean
Sending big waves into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion
Sometimes I feel so small ... yet I know the huge impact of one.

And all those things I didn't say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice?
I'm singing "My Fight Song" by Rachel Platten at the top of my lungs with all that I am and I hope everyone can hear me! I'm in the fight of my life .. fighting demons although some of them are well meaning not realizing they are doing more damage than good and I have been allowing it.

This time this is my fight song
Take-back-my-life song
Prove-I'm-alright song
My power's turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care
If nobody else believes
Cause I've still got
A lot of fight left in me
I'm taking back my life .. the life that was tarnished and uglyfied when I was barely a breath on this earth. And here I am 41 fighting like never before.
Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep
Everybody's worried about me
In too deep they say I'm in too deep
And it's been two years
And I miss my home
But there's a fire burning in my bones
And I still believe yeah I still believe
I am done! Done trying to hide the horrific parts of my life that no one ever knew about ~ playing cover up to protect the guilty while my own innocence was stolen before I ever knew what it was to make a mistake. I am done feeling like the dirt under someone's feet because they have NO CLUE what my life has been like ~ only one and I haven't shared all of the ugly with him because he deserves something better!
This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I'm alright song
My powers turned on
Starting right now I'll be strong
I'll play my fight song
And I don't really care
If nobody else believes
Cause I've still got
A lot of fight left in me
Now I've still got a lot of fight left in me
My boxing gloves are on ~ and I am not taking them off until the fight is done ..... and I have barely begun. Don't message me, call me, asking for details. You will get them ~ the world will get them when it's time. Until then.... I will play this song over and over and allow the tarnished places of my life, my heart, to be buffed and polished to perfection.

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Lyrics are NOT mine ~ but belong to Rachel Platten and were found here but not used for any copyright infringement. They just sang the song of my heart.

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